Poor and Ugly :(

From my previous post , you should be able to understand the poor part. But why ugly? Being a super vain person, I refuse to go to work without my makeup and contact lens. But for the past week, my eyes are giving me some problem, so I stop wearing my contact lens for the past two days. As you know early in the morning when my eyes can barely open so I'll skip the mascra part of the make-up. Lucikly, I'm born with big and beautiful eyes so even without mascra I still look okie.

Finally, it's saturday so it's time to go out and put proper make-up. When I was putting on my mascra and eye shadow, I found a lump under my lower eyeslid. I finally know what's causing the pain for the past week. There's a freaking lump on my lower eyelid. Is it because of the Bosch and Lomb solution I have been using? But I changed to Complete after 1 week that we should not use Bosch and Lomb. I know I'm lazy but 1 week should not have caused any problem.

Or is it because of my dirty company? Dirty not in the sense that there's ghost there but as in it's a construction site. So how clean can it be? All the dirt and dust. AND THEY ARE STILL OWING ME MONEY!! IF IT'S BECAUSE OF THE ENVIRONMENT, I DEMAND A COMPENSATION!!!

Oh not, I'm feeling paranoid, will I get blind? I love the beautiful world and I'm not attahached. I still want to see my furture boyfriend and husband. Boo....